Diamond-ing

Chair

2012-02-10T19:53:00.000+07:00

Chuck: Hey, don’t worry. I’ll protect you from Louis and whatever his mother threatens to do, when there’s a dowry I’ll pay it.

Blair: I can’t let you buy my freedom.

Chuck: If it means getting rid of them, then it’s worth whatever the cost. I’ll do anything for you.

Blair: No! Not like this. I made a promise and I need to keep it.

Chuck: to God? Blair, you broke that promise when you left Louis. And look I’m still standing.

Blair: Chuck, I need you to let me handle this on my own. What kind of chance do we have if our fresh start is you buying me from Louis. When and if we end up together, it has to be us equals, with nothing over our heads. Assume it shall we have.

Chuck: I can’t stand the thought of you with anyone else. I don’t care what it cost or where we have to go, I just wanna be with you.

Blair: Louis won’t lay a hand on me, I promise. I’m sorry. This is how it has to be.

Miss

2012-01-31T21:30:00.001+07:00

Had been having no chance to take even a single glance at my blog, but finally got it now. I've been being preoccupied by assignments and mid term exams which are driving me nuts. I'm so sleep deprived right now, I wish tomorrow's exam would be dismissed. Sniff. And what makes it become worse is, I will be having no spare time after mid-term exams, because I must go to puncak for 2 night 3 days trip. Fyi, it's a formal trip. So don't ever mention it as a refreshment.

Last night, okay, every night, someone fills my head and owns my mind. I've tried everything I can just to kick his face out of my mind, but it all failed. I've been trying, thinking, hoping, expecting way too much :(

Dear someone, I thank you for teaching me that money really can't buy happiness I really miss you more than words can describe. I still think about you every night. I still remember every silly conversations we had. I still remember the way you smile and laugh. I still remember the way you comfort me. And one more. It will take a very long time for me to forget you.

Skyscraper

2012-01-20T22:38:00.003+07:00

Everyone hates, even the kindest one. That's why we all have haters.

No matter how kind or nice you are, I bet every one of us has at least one person who hates us for something. It's possible for the hater to have implausible reason for hating. So, don't blame ourselves for being hated, because there's a chance for people to hate us for nothing but jealousy. But it doesn't mean we're above them. We need to judge ourselves first, especially behavior. If it's not because jealousy, I think there's something wrong with us. People might hate us for our inappropiate behavior or etc. It depends on how you treat others.

I do have some haters, though they don't directly tell me what they really feel. But as a sensitive person, I feel that. But just because they hate me, doesn't mean I have to turn a cold shoulder. One thing I have to do when I know someone hates me: be apathetic. Because the more you think about them, the more you feel indignant at them. All haters are the same. They try to bring you down, ruin your life, and influence your thoughts in bad way. What you have to do is, don't let them.
Being a nice person to people you dislike or dislike you isn't a crime. It might prevent the hatred from spreading wider. So, have a good night, haters!

Mustard

2012-01-15T11:44:00.000+07:00

I was sick as dog yesterday, so the sickness forced my self to miss some important events. But gratefully, this morning I feel much better after I had taken some medicines last night. This morning, I woke up at 07.45 am, when I had to go to church for sunday service at 08.00 am. So I got no time to rummage my dressers and only had couple minutes to tie my hair up. You can see from the picture, how messy my hair is. Excuse my silly face, readers. I know I'm too old for doing these poses :p

So into peter pan collar things right now. Considering to buy another peter pan collar shirt :D Anw, two days ago, I had dinner with ex-junior-senior-high school mates at Zenbu, Plaza Indonesia, which is famous for its mozaru. It's been ages since I last had dinner with all of them. I really miss the togetherness that decreased due to our frequency of meetings, distance, and etc. But the dinner paid it all, though I was picked up right after I had finished my class.

Mozaru! Yummm!

Me, Evelyn, Janice, Angel, Stella, Lucy, Sharon, Nadia

Stella, Nadia, Angel, Janice, Kevin, Me, Evelyn

Welcoming today's guest, macarons. Another guilty pleasue :9

This afternoon, I'm going to chow down with my ex-class mates. Can't wait to meet them! But alas, I have to go to Bekasi by myself, because no one of my ex-class mates lives in Kelapa Gading. Sniff. Crossing my fingers, I hope I can reach Bekasi safely with no companion.

Farewell

2012-01-14T01:04:00.000+07:00

I finished the scrapbook in one night. Pretty tiring but yeah, it's worth it. Made this four days ago, and I decided to post the cover now. I made this scrapbook for my best friend, Fernandi. He's already gone to San Fransisco for his studies. We've been being friends for 5 years and he means a lot to me, because he's my best friend.See you soon, my friend. Good luck for ur studies. Don't count miles that lay between us, because friendship doesn't. Hehehe!

Took some random pics this afternoon. And this had been taken before I was picked up by my friends.

“Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our hearts. And we are never, ever the same.”

Happily Ever After

2012-01-11T21:13:00.001+07:00

Another gloomy and tiring wednesday, but at least, it wasn't as rough as I expected yesterday. Yesterday, I arrived home fairy late and studied at university for 8 hours, then I hit the bed pretty late. And this morning, I woke up at 4 to tidy myself up and I left home for school at 6 in the morning. Sigh, such a loooong and weary day. This afternoon I met my friends, Janice and Stella. We had snacks at QQ Kopitiam. Tastes very ordinary (in my opinion), because I only ordered nutella toast due to satiation. Plus, I bought Chatime's milk tea before catching up with them. So here I am, typing while dealing with satiation.

Couple minutes ago, I browsed some pre-wedding picture sites and I found some adorable shots. These are from Mc Photography, I think it's not local. According to the site's url, Mc Photography is from Hong Kong.

I think almost everyone recognizes Axioo's characteristic. Cheerful, as always. I love their never-ending creations. My favorite shots is "korean love story", because they took those pictures at Seoul, South Korea.

Haha. Seing beautiful pre-wedding shots always encourages me to get married really soon. But alas, I have to finish my study and make my parents proud first.

Aaaaaa I need my spare time! Tomorrow I got class to attend and it's Macro Economics. Hiks. I've been wasting too much time on books. Being a student is the easiest thing to do, but it's also tiring. We're given responsibilities and we have to keep it for good. I can't wait til graduation, then work and earn money! But yes.. Rome wasn't built in a day.

Glasses

2012-01-09T19:46:00.000+07:00

Picture above really resembles what I'm feeling right now. Wrecked. Screwed. I feel lost. Devastated. Like part of me shattered everywhere. I feel like being a total klutz. Sadly nobody will ever understand what's going on here.

Being surrounded by piles of gigs but don't know what to do with it all. Whenever I finished it, it appears again and again and again and again, like it will never end. Like it will always lock me in and never let me out.

I don't know if I'm doing what's right and comfortable for myself. One thing I'm certain of is, I'm doing something that's really good for my future. But actually, I doubt my self for doing things I must instead of things I have to.

Everyone has desire, and so do I. I have desire to do something I love and this desire always makes me become eagerless. I eagerlessly do something what's good for my future.

Someone said, "love what you do and do what you love." Easier said than done, as always.
Have you ever been stuck between these two options?

When you can do what you love, but you're not allowed to love what you do? Or when you can love what you do, but not allowed to do what you love? Or....when you have to love what you do, but you're not allowed to do what you love?

It's happening to me right now.

Afterwards, I bet it will always haunt me.

Tagged

2012-01-04T19:49:00.000+07:00

Tagged in Willy's blog. I must read and do as it says. Okay, nevermind bcs nothing's up right now. I'm a jobless student. Lol.

Post 11 things about my self:

My favorite dessert flavours are matcha and cookies n' cream.
Was a big fan of Big Bad Beetleborgs TV series.
My biggest expense is on food. If it weren't for food, I think I could buy stack of clothes.
I don't eat egg yolk, vegetables, and cooked intestines.
Allergic to seafood, peanut, and chocolate.
Currently writing a story, I hope I can be a novelist someday.
Often have excessive night time sleeping (I sleep more than 12 hours every holiday!)
I planned to study architecture, but it was canceled as my dad suggested.
Sometimes I prefer to stay at home than to hang out with friends.
I like singing and dancing.
My favorite number is 3.

Questions:

What is your favorite video clip of the year?
Is your mom your idol?
What kind of movie do you adore?
What is your favorite author?
Have you ever been in a relationship?
Which one is the longest?
Are you a person with anemia?
What is cloud, for you?
Can you describe christmas?
Do you like to tweet?
Do you live with your parents?
What time is it when you answer these questions?
Can you cook?
Where do you prefer to live?
Tropical country or 4-seasons country?
iPad or Galaxy Tab?
How many times have you dumped your bf/gf?
How many time have you been dumped by you bf/gf?
Am I one of your best friend?
Who are you in 10 years from now?
What is your biggest resolution in 2012?
How many tweets you have?

Answers:

For 2012, I still don't have any idea. But for 2011, I think it's Chris Brown feat Justin Bieber - Next 2 You and Jessie J - Who's Laughing Now
Yes for some particular sides.
Drama/romance/comedy.
I have never though about one.
Yes I have.
The last one.
Nope.
Cloud? Uhmm air which contains water vapor?
The birth of Our Saviour and Santa's moment.
Depends on my mood.
Yes.
7:39 PM.
A little.
United States, South Korea, China.
Tropical country. Good for my skin.
iPad.
4.
Never?
Do you want me to write 'yes', Willy? :)
A career woman but still a cheerful one.
Lose some weights!
30599 tweets.

Flashback

2012-01-03T21:49:00.002+07:00

I have ever judged people from his/her appearance. But in the end, I realized that I was wrong.

Because what you see is not what you really see, indeed.

I have ever been bullied. But look, I'm the one who's laughing right now.

Because they can't bring you down from something you deserve.
I have ever mocked people for being so rude. But in the end, people mocked me too for nothing.
Because they will get their own karma. So, if you see something awful, just leave it.
I have ever trusted people. But in the end, they lied.
Because there's nobody you can fully trust in this cruel world.
I have ever received roses. But in the end, it withered.
Because nothing lasts forever, except the rose is fake.
I have ever felt so different. But in the end, we're all the same.
Because God created us for different reasons, but same like His own image.
I have ever fought with someone in public. But in the end, I realized it was very childish and labile.

Because fighting physically don't solve everything.

I have ever spent too much money on food. But in the end, I gained weights.

Because things you love most are not (always) good for yourself.

I have ever lied. But in the end, someone caught me.

Because lies and falsehood (eventually) will lead us to nothing but punishment.

I have ever drawn line between me and people I don't wanna be with. But in the end, I lived in the same circle with that person.
Because you can't draw it. Who are you to draw line between people?
I have ever fallen in love with someone popular. But in the end, I realized we're not meant to be though we had ever spent lot of times together.
Because God has planned it. And I deserve better.
I have ever broken someone's heart. But in the end, I felt guilty.
Because regret comes later.

I have ever tried to forget someone that meant more than the world does to me. But in the end, I failed.
Because forgetting ain't as easy as abc.

Annyeong, 2012

2012-01-01T20:29:00.003+07:00

First day of 2012 went pretty smooth, but alas I failed my diet. In the morning I went to church (The Lord's Supper was held this morning) with mom and dad. Today I went to Grand Indonesia with my ex-classmate, Neggy. Just two of us, romantic wasn't we? We had lunch at Mr. Curry (one of my favorite places to chow down at Grand Indonesia) after had waited for minutes. Then we had our dessert at My Pancake.

Matcha dorayaki.

Chicken mushroom omelette curry rice.

Hot n fluffy pancake.

Guilty pleasure! To hell with calories!

No more sweets until next week! I will maintain my eating habits and pattern for my own sake. 50 sit-ups before going to dreamland. Drink more water. Morning exercise! Promised *fingers crossed*

The worst part? The day after tomorrow....school starts! Argh! I still can't believe it how fast time swallowed my freedom. No more excessive sleep huh? I can already imagine my face when suffering from sleep deprivation. More holiday, puh-lease?

Farewell, 2011

2011-12-30T14:56:00.001+07:00

Tomorrow is the last day of 2011 which means I have to bid my farewell in less than 4 hours. I still can't believe how fast the time flies. 2011 flies effing fast, isn't it? Alas, there are things I haven't been able to fulfill but I hope I can fulfill it all next year. Every year is special for everyone, because in general, people got their own histories. Every year contains so many memories which maybe can't be forgotten for certain reason. And so do I. 2011 has been giving me lessons that pain is created to make us become stronger. Maybe the first time I faced it, I was still very fragile. But the next time I faced it, I wasn't as fragile as before. And it continues until now which means I'm getting stronger and stronger day by day. Flashback? I think so!

January 2011. When my class, Natural Science won first place in SMAK HI Football League. Pardon the picture quality, blame the BlackBerry.

April 2011. With my friends: Janice, Sharon, and Me.

With my best-natural-science-classmates: Neggy, Willy, Heidi, Josua, Putri, Devie, Annora, Me, Stella.

May 2011. Went to Bali with schoolmates. Fyi, things were popping out there.

June 2011. With Stella, Livia, Janice, Me, Sharon, and Johan.

June 2011. Graduation! With Evelyn, Yenny, Olivia, Gerdy, Putri, Daniel, Devie,Me, Steven, Heidi, Christian, Dannyl.

2011 contains one of most important moments in my life, because I got into University! Yay! Above is picture of me with my classmates: Endang, Joan, Melissa, and Me. But in my opinion, high school is much way better than university. I really miss being a high school student. In university, I got too much freedom but I still don't know if I can take any responsibility of it. In high school, there were people who look after me and do care about my stuffs so I didn't have to deal with it alone. So, for all of you who will graduate soon from high school, enjoy your time!

Speaking of new year, it must be related to new year's resolutions. Actually I never make the resolution, no particular reason, but it's all because I'm sure it will be forgotten next year. Hehe. But if I have to make new year's resolutions, maybe...

First, I wanna be skinny, okay, not as skinny as korean actress, but at least I want to lose about 7 kgs. I really need to fix this issue (asap) because people have been telling how chubby my cheeks are.

Second, I don't wanna be useless for people around me. I wanna be helpful for everyone that needs help.

Third, my study. Crossing my fingers for my study, I just wish the very best for my report cards. I've been doing my best since the beginning, and I hope something will pay for all my efforts. Hehe.

Okay, resolutions, easier said than done.

Farewell, 2011. Thanks for giving such a memorable memories; heartbreaking stories, teary stories, unforgettable moments, etc. End of word, HAPPY NEW YEAR, EVERYONE!

Wet-nesday

2011-12-28T08:10:00.000+07:00

It's been raining a lot lately but I don't feel interrupted, not a particle indeed. I love when the sky's pouring and the wind is blowing. Furthermore, I do love the sound of rain drops and the smell of the ground, when the rain's wetting it. Not forget to mention, I also love how the rain extend my sleep time. Hehe. So, is it only me who loves (almost) everything related to rain? I don't think so. But there's one thing I hate about the rain and I think everyone does too: flood. What a bad luck, last night our car suddenly stopped because of the flood! Fortunately, we got helping hands so we went home safely by car. It was surprising yet funny.

Yesterday I went to Grand Indonesia with my besties, Agnes n Ahong (it's his nick name, his real name is Maynard haha). Just three of us, we had our dinner at Pasta de Waraku and dessert and Coldstone Creamery. It was all calories and successfully my diet program has been failed by those tempting dishes. What an excessive profusion of fats. Emergency!

Christmas atmosphere! Took pictures with this santa doll. I wish it were the real one :(

Uber cute decoration.

Pasta with nori (forget its name)

My favorite carbonara!

Pasta with mushroom.

Agnes, Ahong, Me

My dessert! Cheesecake n strawberry ice cream with snickers :9

Then we headed to McDonald's to catch up with our old friend, Kenny, who just got back from San Fransisco. We had our second dinner there. Again, diet failed. But thanks to badminton, I burned lot of calories this morning. Actually I was allowed to play badminton at 6, but due to overwhelming sleepiness, I postponed it til 8. Hehe.

After our satiating dinner, we headed to Adrian's home to catch up. Sadly he's going to study aboard in Canada and the day after tomorrow is definitely his departure time. My friends are leaving. Next month, my bestie Maynard (ahong) is leaving for his study in San Fransisco. I'm gonna miss him a lot. He's my best-est friend :(

"Sometimes in life, you find a special friend. Someone who changes your life just by being a part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop. Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is forever friendship. When you're down and the world seems dark and empty, your forever friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times and the confused times. If you turn and walk away, your forever friend follows. If you lose your way, your forever friend guides you and cheers you on. Your forever friend holds your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay. And if you find such a friend, you feel happy and complete because you need not worry. You have a forever friend, and forever has no end."

One more week before I have to hit the books regularly. One more week before I have to leave my excessive sleeping time. One more week before I have to say goodbye to my freedom. One more week before I have to face assignments. Sigh, I need more holiday.

White Confession

2011-12-26T15:15:00.002+07:00

Happy 21st birthday to my soon to be doctor brother! May all good things come to him and wrap his days. I hope he will be a helpful doctor someday and cure everykind of illness. Hehehe! Anw, due to my brother's birthday, my cousins and aunties paid a visit to my house to eat lunch together. My mom served large portion of dishes for relatives. Not forget to mention, diet failed. Why is it so difficult to do diet? Last night, undeliberately I ate two slices of devil cake, afterwards, my brother brought ham n cheese pie, so I cut a very large piece of it and ate it without guilt. Man, I'm getting fatter.

This is Russel. My half korean cousin. Kidding, he's chinese but looks like korean. He's very naugthy and always destroys everything around him ;)

My brother is being pinched by Jade, my cutest cousin. She's still young but heavy enough.

Picture above is taken two days ago, right after had arrived home from church. I worked as usher again and it was tiring enough to make me have an excessive sleep. Because it's christmas, I want to share screenshots of Infinite's Music Video (BTS): White Confession. What I really love from Kpop is, they celebrate christmas really well. Every year, they create something new just for christmas.

My favorite members: L, Sunggyu, Woohyun, Hoya :D

Well, happy christmas everyone! May good things snow on you. May the bells jingle to you. And may the warmth of christmas three warm up your home and your heart on this year's best time! Be merry be happy! Merry Christmas. Selamat Natal :D

Fa-la-la

2011-12-24T14:31:00.002+07:00

Tomorrow is christmas, everyone. And tonight is christmas eve. Have you guys prepared something for tonight and tomorrow? My family have already prepared. We're having dinner tonight and tomorrow. Can't wait! Sadly, people nowadays changed the meaning of christmas. Basically, christmas is about a holy baby named Jesus that's borned with Maria and Jusuf and His parents. But see, the original meaning of christmas has already vanished.

Yesterday, I had an early christmas celebration at church. It's called Christmas Carol (Christmas Care for All) and it was daebak! It was great, especially a drama titled OVJ (Opera Van Jesus). It was hillarious! I took some pictures yesterday with the crew. I worked as usher yesterday, so don't bother my outfit.

With Herodes' proctor.

With one of three wise people.

The stage *praising the decor team*

Here, I have already posted pictures contain super-simple food I ate on mother's day. Honestly there're one dish more, but I forgot to take its picture.

Chips.

Oreo smoothie. Easy to make it. Just blend oreo, vanilla ice cream, and full cream milk together. I can guarantee it will come out really good.

Kebab.

What's your favorite christmas song this year? I got two, and it's all Justin Bieber's. Actually I admire Michael Buble's christmas album too. Happy early christmas, people! Happy christmas eve for those who celebrate. God bless you all!

Mama's Day

2011-12-22T23:21:00.002+07:00

Happy mother's day to all mommy in this world. I will always love you, mom, and keep doing great things you want me to. Your love is everlasting, and so does mine. Anw, I broke my own pc and it's not working. Sigh, when I'm having things to deal with, why no you support me? You know, how uncomfortable it is to use your sibling's. Yep, I'm using my brother's now. But sadly his pc doesn't provide programs I need.

So I can only post a picture, which has been being used as my avatar and profile picture (soon to be my blackberry's display picture ehehe) Actually I really want to post what I did today on mother's day. I made oreo smoothie for my mom and my maid (she deserves it because she's a mother too) picture later. And I've been consuming too much calories. I know, it's very difficult to do diet when holiday has already come. But I swear, I will lose some weights.

Ta-dah! The only pict that exists in my bro's pc. I just took this picture few hours ago, when I'm about to go out. Honestly, these days, I've been taking a lot of pictures. No reason, I just like it. Hehe well you can see how chubby my cheeks are. It's all calories x__x

I did my last final exam today, lemme call it a failure. Because I can't even wish for B- for the test's result. I deserve punishment, God, for being so lazy. Uhmmm. Well, enough for today's post. I hope my pc's gonna recover really really soon so I can blog comfortably. Good night, strangers!

Mistletoe

2011-12-21T17:50:00.003+07:00

Four days til Christmas! I'm excited for this year's christmas, and I bet everyone does too. Sadly, I'm facing Management final exam tomorrow and it means, I have to memorize! Sigh, you know, when it comes to memorizing, I'm all thumbs. I will ruin my report card. Maybe the lecturer will give me B- or even C+ for Management. Oh please, I need some miracles for my report card.

Two days ago, soon after I had done with Business final exam, I went out with my sweet friend, Janice. Psst, she got her own blog too. Visit hers by clicking! She just arrived in Jakarta last Friday and I only got the chance to meet her on Monday. We had es pisang ijo at Mall Kelapa Gading, together with her beau *smirk*. But our appetite asked for more, so we ordered Chatime. She ordered Milk Tea, when I ordered Matcha Latte. Too bad, the grass jelly was out of stock. I don't think Chatime tastes really good, I would give 5 points out of 10 points for their products.

I thought she gained weights but when I first saw her after couple months, she's getting skinnier. Envy her for keeping such a great body shape. I would do the same thing too, If only I could. (pardon the picture's quality)

Anw, lemme introduce you to my friend, Agnes, another pretty fashion blogger from Jakarta. If you have never heard anything about her, all you have to do is just visit her blog here. I'm sure you're gonna love her style. What I love about her style is, she's not overdressed. Her outfits are simple, fit her really well, and not complex. You know, there are so many overdressed fashion blogger. They make me wonder, "why the hell do they have to dress so puzzlely?"

I took some amateur shots yesterday. The idea just popped out when I was looking at my christmas tree. My mom already set it since last week, and I've always liked it! Especially when the sky turns dark and those small lights are turned on! Lemme show you the shots!

And I won't forget to post some guilty pleasures; choco pop cookies, lidah kucing, and Harvest's chocolate cake! Sigh, how can I resist my appetite?

Posted too many pictures, didn't I?

Almost Holiday

2011-12-17T22:12:00.003+07:00

2 final exams left, and I've been treating my self like it's already finished. Great dishes and tons of spare times are good for December, my favorite month. 8 days more and it's christmas, everyone! I really miss christmas' atmosphere and church's christmas celebration. Too bad I only got about one week for college (official) holiday because school starts on January, 3rd 2012. I need more holiday!

Yesterday (soon after I had finished business final exam) I went to Senayan City with high school mates. We had dinner at Carlo de Huts and saw flick. We watched Mission Impossible: Ghost Protocol. Aaaaa Tom Cruise is effing hot and handsome. I can't believe he's already been a father! I give 9,5 points out of 10 for the movie. Totally recommended.

Oxtail fettucine.

The baked potato was yummy enough.

Salmon fettucine.

Tiramisu & oreo for dessert :)

Angel, Nadia, Me, Livia Chandra, Me, Livia, Brian

Chandra, Me, Angel, Brian, Ryan, Nadia, Livia, Jonathan

For today, I went out to Mal Kelapa Gading with my best friend, Agnes. We had dinner together this afternoon at Seoul Garden Express. They serve korean cuisine and I can give 6 points out of 10 for the food and service. Actually, we planned to see flick (The Billionaire) at Mall of Indonesia, but too bad, my brother didn't want to drive us to Mall of Indonesia, just because he had to go somewhere in hurry. The worst part is, we didn't get chance to watch Breaking Dawn (yeah call us late, because we promised we will watch the movie together) bcs we didn't want to queue to buy tickets. Fyi, it's very crowded!

Chicken bulgogi hot plate.

Chicken bibimbap.

Their kimchi soup was tasty enough and not pricey. We had our dinner til stuffed, afterwards we went window shopping. Too bad, the mall was too crowded tonight bcs of an event called late night shoppinhg, so we didn't have a single chance to browse.

Me and my new hair x___x

Enough for this week, I have gained weights til I don't dare to see the scale. Promise, I will eat less next week. Have a good good gooood night, readers!

Final Exam(s)

2011-12-09T15:46:00.003+07:00

The good news is, tomorrow is Saturday. The bad news is, tomorrow, I'm facing the first day of final test. What makes it worse is, it's accountancy! Oh God, I still can't imagine how could I answer if the questions given contains bad debt expenses, allowances for blahblahblah *I don't even remember* it successfully makes me squirm. Sniff. If only accountancy were as easy as abc, I would be extremely happy.

I haven't touched even single paper of the book and I'm feeling anxious for tomorrow's test. Sadly, I'm not getting the mood to study eventhough accountancy has always been a double fail since the first time we met. The ball is on my court, should I study accountancy right now? *sigh*

Last week, I had a family dinner due to the celebration of my cousin's wedding. I met some cute kids (my cousins) and I had a small chance to take picture with Bill, the shy one. He's very cute and adorable! Pardon my BlackBerry camera, readers. I know it couldn't get any worse.

I should've taught him how to act in front of camera.

With my mother. People keep saying that I took this picture with my older sister. Nope, it's not! She is my mother.

With my soon-to-be-doctor brother. He gained weight and is getting fatter everyday. Just look at his cheeks, man, too thick yet chubby. I hope he can control his appetite and get back in shape.

So you can see my new hair. I cut about 15cms and yeah I was insane when I was getting haircut. I cut what I had been growing for 2 years, but I don't regret it. In my opinion, it's lighter than before and I don't have to waste my shampoo anymore. I don't want anyone see my new bangs, it's a total fail, so I pinned it backwards. When it has already become better, I will let you see.

Enough for today, I have to hit the books. Start studying is the hardest thing to do, but I have to force myself so that the result will come out satisfying. I can't wait to finish all of these final exam stuffs and catch up with my friends.

The "Us"

2011-12-07T19:37:00.001+07:00

Blair : I Have to tell Louis face to face that the wedding is off, He deserves at least that
Chuck: Are you sure you want to do this ? I mean, A prince, A fairytale wedding, This all you ever wanted
Blair: No! You're all I ever wanted, I love you, I love every part of you, I couldn't tell Louis that he would never loose me because it wasn't true, You are the one I never want to leave

You And I

2011-12-02T16:52:00.003+07:00

Does anyone know IU (real name: Lee Ji Eun)? She's my favorite korean singer at the moment. She sings really well and I've acknowledged her since Good Day (her previous single) released. Days ago, her newest song, You And I has been released and thumbs up for both composer and IU.

Lee Hyun Woo took role as "You" in this MV. Gosh, he's too cute and I can't resist when he was smiling!

Too bad this backhug scened is deleted. Based on what I read so far, it's delete because of IU's awkwardness.

Chasing Pavements

2011-11-27T12:50:00.004+07:00

Feeling very exhausted that I can't even cope it anymore. Haven't got proper sleep lately and right now I'm typing with these droopy eyes. In order to go to church this morning, I had to wake up early. Finally, I was half awake-half asleep when I was going to church. But don't worry, I heard all of holy words told. So have you guys been to church today?

HAVE A BLESSED SUNDAY :)

Last night was a real riot, because me and my friends were turning ourselves into singing beggars! Essentially, I had another tiring-but-definitely-worth-it night yersterday. It was my third time, indeed. I have ever been a singing beggar to seek funding for projects before. It never jerked me around so far. So everytime I'm in a project that needs funding, being a singing beggars is one of alternatives.

But sadly yesterday I was on the go with the result I could only spend 5 hours at home (it was for sleeping anyway, from 00:00 am-05:00 am) so I didn't have chance to say "happy 22nd years anniversary" to my parents. If I could pass the buck, I would like to blame yesterday. If only yesterday were as long as 36 hours *sigh* In the end, I congratulated them today.

It's been a while since I last took pictures frequently. But these days, I've been taking pictures of my self *narcissism* this morning, I took another picture right after I had arrived home from church. Excuse my manner of dressing. I don't pay much attention to what I wear. As long as I feel comfortable, I doubtless wear it.

The worst thing about Sunday is (as always) tomorrow is Monday. It means, I'm having business class tomorrow. I hate studying business, no reason, it just eats me away. Moreover, I think the lecturer always creates rough atmosphere in the class. Crossing my fingers for tomorrow, I hope something will throw her rough-self away.

#nowplaying Chasing Pavements - Adele

Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
Or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements
Even if it leads nowhere..

One of my favorite Adele's songs which features in Wild Child's soundtrack ;)

Aching Wish

2011-11-25T19:12:00.004+07:00

Everyone has a wish list. Because this is my blog, I'm telling you mine. I have bunch of wishes which are not possible to write it all here. So, I'm telling you my priority. I've always wish I could do everything I like without people interfere in. I have passion for many things, but I'm not allowed to just because people aren't sure with my passion. Lemme tell you an illustration; when you have to withstand your hunger just because someone doesn't allow you to grab something for your tummy and say it's all for your own sake. Sad isn't it? It breaks my heart, literally.

I've told you my wish that's writen on top. So, what's yours? Is it the same heart-breaking wish list?

Picture above (Emma Roberts' holding christmas present for her bf, Chord Overstreet) reminded me of christmas. Only 25 days until Christmas and 31 days until new year. Aaaa so excited for this year's best time! I hope it's gonna be better than last year. I'm so hyped up to see the town's entire building decorated with christmas things. About present, have you guys already prepared the present? ;)

Picture taken this afternoon by my mom. Look at these chubby cheeks, I've been gaining weight lately but I never regret (haha). Well, gonna crash early tonight, because tommorow I'm facing double statistic class. Have a good good goooood night, readers!

Teenage Dream

2011-11-23T19:29:00.004+07:00

Don't ever let your past get you down. Past creates better us, so don't let it intoxicate your life. People got their own histories and pasts, some of it are told widely and the rests left untold. But this doesn't mean that you have to deny your past (especially the bad ones) because both good and bad pasts are things that bring you here and turn you into someone you are right now. So, don't regret being a complete jerk right now.

I still don't understand why some people keep judging people with bad pasts. Though right now they're not fully change, at least they changed. Appreciate their effort, guys. They're trying to change for better, for everyone.

About past, I bet people have their own shameful lovelifes, including me. I do have shameful lovelifes. Junior high school and senior high school contains the most memorable yet shameful lovelifes. The first time I fell in love was 4 years ago. Anw, when I said 'I fell in love' I really meant it. It was not a childish love, but I truly did fall in love with someone. Until now, he's still the best guy I've ever had. The most caring and loving guy. Too bad, I just realized all his kindness years later that I found myself effing stupid, dumb, asinine, and selfish. It's true that memories of everyone's first love lasts forever.

When a boy sat next to me when I was badmouthing every little thing that bothered. Answered and called everytime I was down in the dumps. Told that everything's gonna be okay when I was sobbing. Gave everything I needed. Hugged me though I didn't ask but honestly I wanted some. Imagine how stupid I was, when I decided to cut off the relationship! I had half-baked paradigm :(

Nothing's better than having someone that understands you more than anyone.

"Some people are meant to fall in love with each other, but are not meant to be together."

Renewed

2011-11-21T18:03:00.005+07:00

Hello, everyone! I just renewed my blog by deleting older posts due to privacy issue. That's I'm starting all over. As a "perfect beginning", lemme introduce my self. My name is Intan and fortunately I don't have (silly) nickname. In English, Intan means Diamond. So no wonder if my blog is always related to diamond.

Borned in Jakarta as the youngest child with chinese background. As the youngest, it's true that I'm spoiled, but I don't whine. I have one brother and right now he's on his road to be a beneficial doctor for everyone. Proud to have a soon-to-be-doctor brother.

I turned 18 this year and I'm studying economics as a major at one of prestigious Catholic universities in Indonesia. I studied science as major when I was in senior high school, I was considering engineering major that time. But as the time goes by, people's thoughts change and I decided to choose Economics as my major.

Honestly it was my dad who suggested economics major and after struggling with it for months, I can conclude how enjoyable it is because it's related to mathematics :p

Most of people would think I'm extrovert, but indeed, I'm a total introvert. When I'm surrounded with strangers or too many people, I feel like being a dwarf. I just can't do things I usually can do when I'm with others, I really am all thumbs! I feel a little out of place. But when I'm alone, I feel like everything goes right. Weird, isn't it?

Writing stories, dancing, drawing, dreaming, hanging out, seeing flicks, sleeping, and eating are the greatest pleasures on earth for me. Besides, I like Korean's bands, movies, and dramas. Korean stuffs are like icing on my cupcakes, I've been adoring the country since I was 13 and it's always been my dream to visit South Korea and meet the stars.

Here is the picture of my favorite korean boyband, INFINITE! They sing and dance really well, and their songs are pretty catchy yet easy-listening. What really impressed me is, their hardwork.

Picture above contains my biases. They're Woohyun and Hoya. Both Hoya and Woohyun can sing and dance really well. They got hot abs, too! In my opinion, the most multi-talented member is Hoya. Though he doesn't got perfect visual like L's, but he can do everything. He's INFINITE's dancing machine, vocalist, and rapper. Perfect isn't he?

Above all, let me acquaint you with everyone's heartthrob, billionaire playboy, cultured badass. Ed Westwick; Gossip Girl's Chuck Bass!

Well, I think things above are pretty much enough to describe this blog's owner. I will post all my daily stuffs and hope you all can excuse my french if I write something inappropiate. I will try my best not to leave a bad taste in someone's mouth. For making a long story short, happy reading, readers!